Saturday, March 30, 2013

Sobby Mommy

'You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away'

My dad used to sing me this song when I was a baby. I had a little plush, musical elephant named Ellie that also played the song. Now, I sing the song to Harrison. I started to cry softly when thinking about this and that, someday, he too may sing it to his children.

It was not the only time I started crying today. I am a sobby mommy.

A tired Harrison laid on my shoulder. I sang and hummed to him. This time I sang 'A dream is a wish your heart makes' from Cinderella. He snuggled into my neck, feeling the vibrations from my song. He then wrapped his arm around my neck in a little baby hug. He is rarely this cuddly, he is usually alert and looking around while being carried. I don't know if I've ever been happier or more content with my life. I love my life and I love his life. I love my husband and our little family of baby, beast dog and cuddly cat.

Harrison seems happy too, as he just started giggling.

#endshmoopypost




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