Emoting

Bad morning. Bad, bad morning.

I have been waking up between 4-5 every morning without being able to fall back asleep. While I figure my body is preparing me for the sleepless nights ahead, it's frustrating.

I had nightmares all last night. Scary people broke into the house, buildings burned down, and I woke up every time tense and terrified. 

These sleepless nights are doing nothing for my mood. I've already cried half the morning.

Also, I got an email from Parenting magazine saying that they are going to start charging me for my subscription... Now, this sent me over the edge. I signed up for a mailing list from Motherhood Maternity (I'm sure some of you are now thinking "duh"), but while they advised me about giving away my address/email info, the woman behind the counter said that to continue the Parenting subscription after the free sample, I would have to send in the card that came with it. Huge lie. They gave away my credit card info as well. Now I have no idea if I am signed up for anything else (I cancelled the magazine subscription already) and I am probably going to cancel my credit card to be sure. It's a learning thing, I will never sign up like that again, but the coupon deals they offered were what I was looking for, and it's easy to unsubscribe from an email list.  I just feel dumb now :(

Hopefully a weekend at the cabin will help me feel better.