I've been suffering from insomnia the past couple of weeks. Either I have a really hard time falling asleep, or I wake up in the middle of the night (which happens often with a 3 month old) and can't fall back asleep. I can tell it's from my anxiety, which will only get worse up until con. It's a tradition.
-Sam is 3 months old! Yay!
- After seeing a cute video from a friend of short directed by a 2 year old, I asked Harrison if he wanted to make his own movie. He said yes. What about? Kitties. We don't have kitties yet. Kitties. Kitty movie. "Pulls out AristoCats DVD"
- Harrison got a kids camera for his half birthday and loves it! He filled up the memory the first day.
- We're going to get some family pictures on Sunday and I thought it'd be fun to dress as the Avengers. No Black Widow for me, though and I am super bummed. C'mon, Marvel!
- We all got colds... again! They seem to be light and leaving quickly though. I have been going through and deep cleaning the house. I'm afraid it's something here making us sick all the time.
- I want a cat. Or two. I miss having a cat so bad and miss Pepper a lot. I would typically prefer cats vs kittens, but it would be hard to find two who would live well together along with a dog and two small children.
- Because I am a masochist, I've been looking at the AHS website at all the abandoned animals and feeling sad. I wish I could adopt them all and love them.
- I have to remember to be more tolerant of Cinder and her nosing. I love our dog, and I feel awful when I yell at her, but she likes to rub her wet nose all over me!
- If you abuse animals, you are terrible and probably deserve a fate worse than that which I can describe here.
- Look, a baby!
- I've cut dairy out of my diet for Sam's sake (he'd get fussy whenever I ate cheese) and my body is no longer used to it. Now, when I have any, it's a very bad time. I'm very slowly going vegan. (But not really, because MEAT)
- I need to be more aware of what I eat. Cookies (Smoreos!) are too good and I do not get along with my Self-Control voice. I think I should start limiting my sugar intake.
-It's after 1am and I should probably try sleeping again. Harrison sees the dr tomorrow for his 2 1/2 checkup!